If I tell you my dreams, would it matter?

There were days where I would wish to at least dream about things, then about you, and more about us. But today what would I not give to take this scraped off my mind for some peace I could find. But I found peace too. Pure bliss. Almost as if it were nirvana. I was walking down a road just after I dreamt about you. That was a dream as well. We were on a date after like a million times I had asked you. I was walking alone by the way. But we were out of the movie hall I guess. Or at least thats what it looked like. A road laid well, with golden grasses grown wild on either side. On the distance there was a town, the most near by thing you could find. But we were walking down a walkway, paved with stones, covered by an arch overhead like a walk bridge. Where it is headed no on knows. The sky was blue like you could only find in your dreams. A picture perfect moment where you are walking in unbuttoned white shirt on the outskirts of a deserted town. Like in 90’s Hindi pop. You were wearing a white shirt as well. Along with a dark blue skirt that extended just below your knees. And a black leather bag with a matching pair of sandals. But slowly the grasses were drifting away. Sideways and fading at same moment. The sky was moving back, and I stand there wondering if there’s even space behind for the sky to lean back. My navy jean and white shirt was not even a match, but I was glad it was in adjacent in the palette. You seemed haapy. All that I could wish for. Then someone we both knew saw us from distance and came walking towards us. I was worried. I was in euphoric. As the grasses were almost washed off the earth. The distant factory too were washed down as if rain pouring down upon it with the only aim to dissolve it, today out of my sight. I was worried that you might find it uncomfortable. May be you would want to run and hide. I looked at you. You were still lost in some kind of happiness that was too hard for me to grasp at this moment. The Anxiety grew deeper. You would have never thought how things disappearing from your life could bring you this kind of elation. I was aware of it. I was scared of the disappearance of the world around me initially, but it didn’t last the instance the joy, the pure exhilarating vision of this. The person came near by and you spoke to him, like you have noticed him already, and you didn’t mind. I just stood there smiling. I was just glad that you weren’t afraid of this, this us, as a pair, our hands interlocked, in some sort of high, lost in us. Even the sky faded away and I stood there forever in an empty canvas, a plain sheet of paper staring into the non-existing space. In a state of euphoria.

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