Today I dreamt about you. It was the first time that you were in my dreams. No wonder there as I was thinking about you a lot lately. It is a bit logical isn’t it. But what wasn’t logical was the dream. I saw you, though actually we haven’t even met. I spoke to you, which I might not. And I asked you out, which I never will. You stood there like a lifeless mannequin. You reflected no emotions like you have never felt any. You weren’t unhappy, but you weren’t a bit glad either. Buy you did utter a yes, cause there was joy in my face not that I can look as my own. Certainly you didn’t reflect my feeling as well. It would be clearly immoral to take that yes with that tone a real yes. But I didn’t care, nothing bothered me from taking you out. Even I couldn’t stop me. I’m sure we have been seeing for a while now as we were standing facing each other with your cold face like snow heaped between my palms. It’s quite surprising how a dream could make you feel something played out with the curtains down. The chase was cut to and there you were, staring right into my eyes, frozen. For something that cold, the lips were still red as I kissed them. It was not pleasurable for either of us. I mean, physically yes, but otherwise. But I had zero guilt. Not me, I sure was feeling bad but the one doing it wasn’t. But that was not the issue. I hardly remember getting into a room let alone not closing the door. And a women passed by taking a peek. And I couldn’t say why the guilt seeped now. A moment later a man came then the women, then another and then a few. They were hysteric and looking for something and nothing stopped them looking around. They were clearly unhappy. I’m sure they were looking for happiness not for their own but just to snatch it away from me. But the anxiety already took it. But what really bothered me was you, standing there looking around without exhibiting an emotion. Even a little hate would have helped me get over the shade glooming my head. Suddenly the room was clear. It was off sudden but not something snapped away in a frame, just a natural way of sudden disappearance. I stood alone in that room as light retreated through the single door. The shadow grew and I wondered why it was so dark.